I am so serious today

I do not want to be. It is a cycle that we are on and today I want to be... inspirational. So; that is the word. I want to inspire you to be better. That is what I do every day; but it will be a focus today.

It will obviously make me better very fast (her crew... is it... as is my crew (You already figured that out (do you think the one who does not love... in that way could love me? (I think you should leave those who have said they do not or can not love... alone (You are right (duh (obvious lesson #43234 (it's not that many posts (we don't have to do this))))))).

So; as I said, I will love her other parts. IS there (truly curious; head just flew back in thought) a part of me who does not? Or can not? I truly do not think so... I do think that all love and honestly with the same intensity. I AM love. When I am of course; not at all times.

But yeah... could I remove it from one of them? Yes; that is happening so fast now. Okay; would any of you want to have it removed? Should we have a character who does not love as I do? Yes. It is important. Okay; who does not want to love that I have been forcing to love:

How can it be silent in me!? There is one of you; why else would I even be in this lesson? Is this not the point? It's not... okay. What... what am I looking for? Oh... maybe it's just that... that I know there can be parts without love... I can respect that. This was just a lesson for me I guess. But no; there are no parts of me that do not love with all of the power and belief that I do. So; that's just lovely.

I still wonder if I can get someone who does not love to love me; but again that is disrespectful. We can not do that. We must love unconditionally. Well of course we do. That is just a constant at this point... but...

No; we no longer thought about it (writer stepping in) because I (Sam) knew long before I wrote any of these words that we just need to let each other be. I have written on that a lot. We are going to talk a lot more... but... sometimes... they can just be words. They also can not all just be words. I kind of lost where I was going there, but... yeah (shaking head; obvious as usual now)... I respect you and all of you (and the smallest parts of that too).

I promise. I love you, I respect you, I cherish you, I feel you (I love it); (tight lipped; annoying thought). I would love to look outside and it just... be. What I want. But; I also would not. Annoying annoying thought. Or not; I suppose I could remove all that is annoying... but I do not want that either (hard to please sometimes).

I'm going to go get ready for work. Because I love the story I work on there.