does anyone ever get tired of being a witch?

all my life, witchcraft has spoken to me(i’m 19). 7 months ago i started to really work with it and deep dive into it and ended up using it to see if me and my ex would reconnect and bring him back to me (which i probably shouldn’t have done i’m aware). everything it said was right. i used my tarot cards, my pendulum, and i asked for signs and they were ALL RIGHT. this time around we’ve broken up again and instead of using it to get him to come back, ive just been asking if we will reconnect. my cards keep saying yes but it’s my decision basically. after learning about the pendulum working from the bodies “micro movements” i don’t really trust it anymore to help me. the only reason i say this is tiring is because i have to wait and find out the answer while knowing it’s already true, and wonder if you guys fee that way too. this time around it’s harder for me to stay positive and look on the bright side/focus on myself.