If i relate to this 99%. Am I a really bad person?

Nothing much guys, been thinking about myself all this work and hectic life got to me i guess. I cant live without music every second bursting in my ears, coffee and Cigarettes. So just wanted to vent it out.

I relate to these words and this is exactly 99.99% what happened. Am I a bad person? I thought i wasnt. After this self realisation ive been trying to avoid any love or relation.