Maybe I should take a break? Maybe I should quit the bowl?

I am so exhausted from the bowl. I've been in it since august and I am so confused as to how I should proceed. I currently have one SD who has become really busy and we do PPMs, not allowances. I haven't seen him in two weeks and he has a lot of upcoming business travels.

I have so many POTs but I have a hard time filtering out who is legit, who is a scammer and time waster. They are all taking up my god damn time, constantly pushing me to answer their texts but offering little to no dates for M&G's. I do not even know who to cut off because it is all so confusing. Not to mention all the fake reddit SDs constantly messaging me.

And to be honest, I've had a handful of legitimate SDs I have flaked on (hear me out) but because of all this vetting and bad experiences I have had with other M&Gs, I am so anxious and exhausted before meeting them.

Maybe I should just go back to having a normal part time job (I'm a student).. Please offer advice :(