Blanking out (32, F)

Woke up horribly anxious today, and I couldn't resist the call of gooning 😖

Like whenever I get horribly stressed my brain wants to shut down and just blank out while I throb and ooze and edge myself stupid 😵‍💫

I know there should be a healthier way of dealing with this but

Mnggghhhhh

Need to be so dumb and stupid rn