blocked by every guy?

why am I blocked by every single guy in the end with my talking stages?? Ive been nice? ive been submissibe but my last talking stage told me it's my mindset on why he repels me. I tried contacting him again recently even though I'm blocked, I said he do he want to have intimacy most guys wouldn't reject that, he told me to leave him alone and I'm blocked for a reason and that I'm harrassing him? I no longer understand because people get blocked by their exes all the time and get unblocked in like several days. but for me it's forever. and it's strange to because all these guys wanted me first it's not like I begged for them it was the other way around. my self esteem is getting lower every guys always blocks, and I don't know what he means by mindset. now he's saying he will possibly take me to court but he could just be fronting to get me to stop texting. I just don't know men always block me. am I crazy?? or just too intimidating. I need to get out of this stage so I can have a loving boyfriend.