This job market makes me sad

Just that, I'm just so tired of the rejections and ghosting, I wanna propose to my girlfriend and I was going to by the end of the year but I don't have the funds for it, and I'm working as a substitute teacher and no companies are saying yes to an interview or anything, it makes me wanna just run into the road or something so I don't have to do this bullshit anymore but I can't do that to my girlfriend or my roommate. I'm just so tired of this.