AITAH for wanting alone time

So… am I the arsehole for expressing to my wife of several years that I’d like to have some alone time every once in a while…. Chill at a naturist beach, go for a mad drive and camp out in my converted van, hit up a queer bathhouse or adult cinema sort of thing

Just to add to this she’s more than aware and accepting of my bisexuality and in that respect our marriage is open for my exploration but can be quick to jealousy/anxiousness, I have always reassured her that it’s nothing sexual or that but since we had some serious loss in our family she had some quality alone time to see herself right and I have not but because mine isn’t going on a holiday for 2weeks with my sister I just don’t feel like she gets it at all that was her interest this is more my vibe