He doesn’t want me anymore

a lot of posts on here are really positive & sometimes too good to be true. all my posts were real. but we are having a sad ending.

he doesn’t want me anymore but that’s ok.

we made some amazing sexy memories, & sometimes when we make eye contact i can tell he still thinks about it too. it’s something we both will never forget. our secret. but nothing more than a memory.

he is distancing himself from me, maybe because im too obsessed, or maybe because he has someone else, or maybe he just knows it has to end because there’s no use in prolonging the inevitable. we were never going to end up together forever no matter how much i fantasize of our future.

i had a dream last night that we kissed once more & it was so beautiful just like the first time. i think that was the closure i needed. i have to grow up now.