Is it just me or?

I’m going through a really shitty time in my life right now. Like where you question what’s the point. And then I saw someone recommend these audio books and I started listening and the first time Carl said “They Will Not Break Me”…something clicked. And I tell myself that now every morning. And shit still sucks but I’m on my second listen of the series and for some reason - this ridiculous fucking wonderful stupid brilliant series has given me hope. I’m now listening to it for the second time and when I listen, my own situation doesn’t seem so bad. And I can believe it will get better because - They Will Not Break Me.

Am I just really pathetic?