learned my lesson

never dating a man who isn’t also childfree.

i felt like i was just starting to believe that i was capable of being loved the way i want to be loved.

but his indecision on kids ultimately led to an abrupt end of our short time together.

it’s really hard for me to actually like somebody so this one really stings. i feel like i’m mourning what could have been. i’ve never been in a relationship before, and i felt like maybe it was finally going to be my time. but it’s not. and now i feel sad.