Might become homeless

I've been depressed a few years already, even now when I was doing well in my studies and life in general I felt so... Empty and bored. Yesterday I got the news we might be getting evicted. We're in a completely different country, because our own is being bombed. We have little money and resources. I haven't been that scared in my life. I don't know where we'll go, whether we'll actually aquire something. I've already lived here for the past 8 years. I love my messy room filled with posters and other junk. Maybe it's a stupid thing to cry about, but it's the 3rd home I will leave behind. I don't know how I'm gonna cope with that. I don't even know if we'll have enough money to at least get a flat where I won't be forced to sleeping in the same room as my parents. Maybe what contributes to it is that I'm austistic and I can't handle change, it'll get so much worse all the work I've put into my studying will go down the drain because of this.