Porn made me uninterested in girls and relationship in my prime years

I just realized, during my college years, 17 to 23, I never truly had an interest in making a girlfriend, approaching a girl or making myself better.

I would talk to girls in class, even thought they looked cute, fantasized about them sometimes but never had the internal urge to go up and try my luck. Why would I, when porn was there to help me out, and without the fear of being rejected.

It is such a painful recognition now at 32, that I wasted so much of that time, and wasn't even conscious enough to realize what porn was doing to me