Have you ever been the subject of romantic interest?

This may just be a small rant I feel like I have never been the one liked by someone else, it has always been me the one who needs to flirt, who needs to ask out, and obviously the autism doesnt make it any easie, add on top of that all my insecurities and traumas from trying to engage with girls. In 28 years of existence I cannot recall a time a girl has come to me, well the only single time it was just a wicked joke from the popular girls at highschool.