How can I actually find my inner artist and what makes me… me?

I’m desperate to create. I want to just make stuff and express myself, but the thing is I just don’t know what I’m expressing yet.

I feel a spark inside of me, eager to come out, but I just can’t find it. I’m always so overwhelmed by the noise, and by how many different people with different visions and different ways of expression are there, that I can’t even find the right type of art that fits me, if it’s writing, painting, drawing, photography… everything takes time to learn, and the overwhelm is so heavy that I end up not knowing where to start or what to do, and end up with no skills in anything and not able to express anything…