I don’t know what to do in life with my career

Hey the title might be vague and I hope i am allowed to post this here but I really don’t know who else to talk to right now. I (18f) stupidly decided I wanted to do law in university at 17. I am on my second year now and it is horrible.

I had no friends in school and I really really wanted university to be different. I wanted to have friends, go out with coursemates and complain about how hard midterms are.

The people here make fun of me, they publicly bully me, I have no friends, the course is hard and I have no passion for it. I don’t know where to go from here? It feels like id be happy doing anything else.

This has all been really getting to me. I bedrot everyday, and if im not bedrotting I am thinking of ways to end it so that I won’t ever have to worry about this again.

Can anyone who is an adult give me advice? Anything really, i am just so tired it feels like it’s too late for me, idk how to tell my parents that I want to move courses. They have paid around 2k dollars for this already. I got a 50% scholarship which covered half my costs but i still feel so bad.

I feel like such a failure. I want to be a fashion designer but i know that is too much to ask for, i dont know how to draw nor do i know how to sew. I want to be a singer. But there is no future for me there. Is this really it for me? Genuinely any advice would help me right now