19yo spiritual male from Kazakhstan looking for a life companion

Greetings to all who read this, I am 19 years old and live in Kazakhstan (though I must add I am of Russian ethnicity).

I am willing to start as ldr, potentially relocating wherever if I meet my person and there will be a good opportunity to; only fine with serious and monogamous relationships. I don't mind an age gap as long as it stays within about 5 years difference.

I love personal and spiritual topics, sometimes philosophical, though I am more of a person who likes exploring his own hopes and impressions than any teachings or universal truth. Given the opportunity, I can and want to talk rather often and at length. I prefer a respectful tone in conversations and also like to focus on one person at a time.

I know how to keep myself entertained, so I approach people only in the search of a deep connection. I'm kind and patient with those I become attached to, striving to maintain established relationships and trying to make something work. My hobbies include occult practices, music (though the genre depends on my mood), video games and photography. Sometimes I engage in artistic endeavors such as writing and drawing, but not too often. My favorite themes/settings/aesthetics are undead, deserts, fantasy, and Middle East.

I am attracted to people who can think independently with no regard for conventions or masses; who are thoughtful and sensitive, and emotionally open as well as honest with themselves and others.

I don't like moralism; the lack of loyalty-first principle; uncaring attitude to the feelings of interlocutors; and silliness (I don't mind having fun, don't get me wrong, but I can't stand it when someone's personality revolves around it).

Speaking of the physical aspect, I myself am white slender male and a devotee of natural beauty, so to speak, and when it comes to sex, I am versatile - and I only seek the same. I don't like people who dwell on issues of femininity and masculinity, submissiveness and dominance.

I prefer people who can sincerely describe themselves in the same or at least somewhat similar way I describe myself.