Maybe I'll get drunk

Hi, life hasn't been good lately. Before all of this happened, I swear it was the happiest I've been. I miss you so much it hurts. I could never settle for anything less after you.

There are times I want to get really drunk and cry over you for the longest period of time hoping that all my feelings would finally stop. I don't like crying over you when I'm sober. It's really exhausting to be hung up on someone who no longer cares about me.