Failed Diet

Hi! I’m a pretty I like to consider myself a pretty consistent gainer, being able to put on over 100 pounds within a year is impressive from what I know (seen on my profile). However I get these waves of guilt and I end up trying to diet and I don’t know what it is, but every time I do now, I end up just slightly putting on more weight and waking up with slightly longer stretch marks. I don’t know if it’s because I’ve conditioned my body so much to be this way, but I don’t know what to do anymore. The weight gain is practically addictive and always finds a way to come back, but I also kinda liked being skinnier.

(Gotta say tho, pizza and beer everyday WAS nice lol)