I dont know if i messed up

So, i dont use reddit alot mainly for questions and stuff, so im sorry if i type bad or something but i have been lucid dreaming, since i was a kid. I can freely lucid dream about whenever, i have recently realized this stuff i want to do i cant do while in a LD. Like showing people extraordinary abilities, wreck stuff, show people impossible stuff, etc. i also could never really talk to anyone without them acting completely strange and confused. Like seeing a bench or something talk. So i turned to shifting, i knew nothing about it. I knew OF it, but have never experienced it. I have astral projected a few times semi successfully, although im still not sure if those were lucid dreams or not. But i figured, if i wanted to try what i want to do, but i wanted to shift, to a reality i could just do anything. And everyone else was just normal. I wanted to try to show people stuff see how they react etc. I’ve always wanted to see how people reacted to stuff like that. I think I shifted successfully? This is where im concerned. I can hardly remember anything leading up, to me “shifting”? I know i started off trying to get in the void state, as a helpful redditor told me about last night. Although i do remember what i did, i was in my home, and i went off my deck and started flying. I usually did stuff like fly around or anything i felt or thought of in lucid dreams., im not sure if i shifted, because i do remember gaining awareness. Thats when i went to my deck. But my concern is that, i went around showing people whatever i thought of, i threw cars, made tornadoes, and i didnt wake up like usual. I got to see some people stand in awe, some record it was super cool seeing how real the people reacted to something impossible. But i dont know how to describe it, i had an intrusive thought of the entire state just like exploding i dont know why, but everything i thought of was just happening. Like my previous lucid nightmares,i felt out of control and i woke up. I am concerned because the redditor last night said, that the reality i shift to is as real as this one, and whatever my realitys self is doing is gonna keep going about what id do. Im just in a different reality that has real people, im sorry if this was super long and could have been shorter, i guess im wondering if i like truly hurt people, sorry if this is a stupid question