Bad newz

To start off I'd like to say I'm pretty convinced I have some kind of neurodivergence, felt that was needed for the story. Recently, my egg cracked and I am in the process of social transition but I have been unable to update my wardrobe or anything else that requires money.

I'll spare the details, but I was described as displaying "threatening behavior" towards a higher level manager and I've lost my job. I didn't even get a chance to plead my case. I've never thought I was even cable of coming off this way. Everybody I know, everybody else I worked with, was in disbelief when I told them.

I really want to try to approach this guy and try to hash it out but I know that will just cause more problems.

I feel sick. My heart is broken. I don't want to be seen as threatening... I'm just exhausted and wanted to be heard because I had been wronged. I thought at worst I was being whiny, seriously. I don't want to be viewed like this. I don't want this to effect my reputation, this isn't who I am