Just meh after transfer

So to begin the goal is a healthy baby. But I'm guilty of having a preference. Not that Im anti boy, raising a boy feels scary/ extra pressure.

So I had 9 embryos tested (8 untested), 7 were euploid (5m,2f). My first transfer was a day 5 5AC (f), unfortunately it was not a successful transfer. Today I got the call that my day 5 4BC(f) didn't survive the thaw. So I only had two options one of the male embryos or an untested one...

You guessed it I chose an untested one, day6 4BB. I felt like I had to make a quick decision and I just gave up trying to be in control, but I i wanted to retain some hope.I don't know if I made the right choice sigh