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I hate this, I hate it, I can't take this, I can't take it, too weak, to use a knifes peak, too weak, to use a chemical leak, bank cards, break my skin, break my flesh, break it in, I wear a cover, on my arm, underneath, long sleeves hoodies, I take painkillers, ibuprofen and all, not to get a high, not to widen my eyes, but to stop it as I please, stop it when I want, pain slices, hurts and aches, I do this, when mistakes are made, I do this, when fights are made, it feels good, love it, but when I stop, painkillers help, when I stop, the cycle restarts