What’s the deal!!!!!!!

Why am I just now at 34 years old finding out that bbcs with fuck your shit up. Wow 2 weeks ago I went out and got to drinking and one thing led to another and two nice black guys got to talking to me and I ended up going back to there place and wow they fucked my shit up. I have never been fu led like that the my were so rough and dominant. Throwing me around like a rag doll. And never asking just taking. For and a hour and half they fucked me since less. And both cumed in me and just led me out when they were done. It was amazing