Repentance

Hey! I regularly see posts regarding betas but school. Unfortunately, I'm not in school anymore! I missed the opportunity I had, to serve the girls at my school, as a good beta...At that time, I still had the illusion of being an alpha.

Instead of looking, offering myself to the girls I liked - I simply didn't do anything: I didn't even have the courage to flirt with them (because I'm beta) nor did I offer myself as their helping friend.

Anyway... I hope that when I go to college, I find a girl to be her doormat.