Rotating hate

Just needed to vent. I came to work with my family. I’ve been here since May I do what I have to do and I really don’t bother anyone. My one coworker. I’ve always could tell she never really liked me and this isn’t me being crazy. I genuinely don’t know what I did. Before I can to work here I’d Come visit and she’d always make a face at me. Once I started working here she was nice enough didn’t say a lot to me. She supervises me.

She used to do my hair. She’d talk to me. But I’m not sure in July everything took a turn. She kept reporting me to HR. Kept saying things. Anything to get me in trouble. I just let it slide. Since I knew everything at home for her wasn’t the best. At times she’d interfere with my job but nothing for a main concern. Well yesterday when I came back from vacation. She looked at me and made a snarky face. I just kinda looked back and wen 🤨 I was genuinely confused I’ve tried to distance myself from her. Letting her slide.

Today though I walked through the door from Luch and there she was the second I walked through she honked the air horn. I genuinely looked at her. I wanted to hit her. She just said “sorry I thought you were someone else” and gave a fake laugh. She said she was sorry but I just told her I was gonna report it. I genuinely was upset but I didn’t my friend was even there to witness it. A couple things about my friend is that she is deeply in love with this coworker. Follows her around. Gives her gifts. I’ve asked her if she likes this coworker and she said no always denied it. I was stupid enough to believe her. Till my cousin said that yes she told her, that she’s after my coworker and asked him for tips as to how to win her over. My coworker has made it clear that she doesn’t like women but She’s also in a relationship. Has a child.

My coworker genuinely bad mouths my friend, saying such things as “I like d## not p##” and I do give my coworker shit for entertaining my friend. I’ve told my friend she didn’t believe me and chooses still to believe my coworker when there was many other people telling her the same thing.

I’m genuinely tired of my coworker. They can’t fire her. I don’t want to quit as I have a child as well. Single. And this job has great benefits. I’m just tired of her constantly coming after me when I’ve done nothing to her. I don’t like her either I hate her. But I can act civil enough. I’m able to tolerate her and be nice to her. I genuinely don’t know why she’s so mean to me. When she miscarried I cried. I felt sorry for her. I tried to be there for her. Not much good it did me anyways. Idk I’m tired and just needed to vent.