Rant

I have always felt ugly and so insecure about my face shape i have a horse face, i have also a cross bite that i discovered lately and today i was told from the dentist that i will need a jaw surgery, anyways the way i was treated as if i m so ugly duckling, well i ve always knew that but hearing it from others hurt esp saying that my face is deformed and asymetrical, I wanna cry tbh, sometimes i come to peace with my face and say that i m not only a face but then i get reminded by it, i hate my face shape so much and ik it’s smth that cannot be changed, now i m scared about the jaw surgery yes they suggested with try with braces first, even my teeth are so fucked i have very few teeth, I m only 25 never had someone truly love me, when i share my pic after talking with someone online i usually get ghosted lol, i hate taking pics of myself therefore i dont have that much pics, I just feel like giving up and accept being an ugly girl it’s sucks, i also want ti experience love