I feel really insecure about my butt

I haven’t been with anyone, but I feel like I’m a bottom.

From the front I don’t look bad, maybe even good, but from behind I think I look awful.

For starters, I barely have an ass. I’ve tried “posing” to see what it would look like in the moment, and it just blends into my back. It looks like instead of having an ass, I just have a long back.

I think maybe I could fix or improve that by exercising, but then there’s the bigger problem for me.

I have a skin condition that basically clogs my pores (I think), and it gives me a lot of dark spots, especially on my shoulders, back, and butt.

It makes it look like I’m dirty. I think maybe it’s because I sit down a lot and there’s friction or something.

I don’t know… I just really don’t want anyone to see me naked from behind. I see people with clear skin and round butts, and I feel ugly and jealous.