Realized it's highk not the relationship itself that I want

I just want to write cute cute handwritten letters (for that one specific person 😔🥀) ani shower them with gifts, make crafts, ani soft launch them, go on forest walks together. Ahh ani occasional hugs🥀

Tara no commitment=not doing any of it.

Maybe a yearner is all I'll ever be. 😮‍💨