Do all men think like this(not related to women)?

I have been struggling with this question for quite some time so i just want to confirm that do other men also think like this? So basically for around one year i am feeling like wearing feminine clothing, changing my name to a feminine name, getting married to a man(can't imagine marring a women),etc. I have feminine names in all my accounts like chatgpt, instagram, leetcode, etc. Now i ignored these thoughts that oh maybe a lot of men get these thoughts so maybe these thoughts are natural. But the voices are getting louder. And no pls i am very serious and frankly worried, are these thoughts normal?