(38) married but can’t stop fantasizing about being a sub for a hung top

Muscular, thicc, married, curious bottom. I love my wife but can’t stop thinking about how hot it would be to be a submissive slut for a hung top. Being the girl in the relationship, getting hit on and asked out on dates seems so sexy. Would love to find a hung top to put me in this role, especially one that’s close to nyc