Basically the title, Met her on reddit... it's been a year without her, she's currently in a relationship with someone else. The thing is (and I know it's a villainous thing to do) I've been in several relationships after we parted but nothing, I mean NOTHING hits like her... she was like a drug.

The worse thing is she didn't even breakup, it was my idiot ass who did this shit and obviously now she has blocked me from everywhere, I accept my fault...But mujhe ye batado ki how do even move on??? 😭😭 She was ABSOLUTELY PERFECT in every single fucking way, I compare her to all my other relationships and clearly see the fcking differences.... I have tried self improvement, philosophies like stoicism, absurdism... kuch kaaam hi nhi kr rha yaarrrrr.... please help, please 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻