I am sad and wish I was dead.

Why is it so hard to die : ( I feel like slitting my own wrists is not enough. I need to bleed a bucket worth of blood to atone for my sins. I should not be alive. I'm the reason we're in this situation. I am stupid. Gullible. Moronic. Idiot who this they're worth something. Its a mistake for me to breathe

Idk why I'm posting here. Nobody cares. Chop your hands off.