I've always been curious but reading about men sharing their wives drives me crazy

I'm 28 married, and I never thought l'd admit this A few weeks ago, I stumbled across Reddit posts where men talk about their wives

some sharing pictures some fantasizing about other women. At first, I was shocked... how could anyone do this? But the more I read, the more fascinated and honestly turned on I became.

I realized these feelings aren't completely new. When I was a teenager, I used to play with my best friend a few times, and even then I felt a similar rush of excitement and curiosity. Now, I fantasize about other women, about being watched, or imagining my husband involved, and it drives me wild in ways I didn't expect

I'm extremely curious and want to understand everything the fantasies, the dynamics, the emotions How do couples explore safely?

How do people manage jealousy or boundaries? I want to hear real stories even explicit ones, because I'm obsessed with understanding this world and my own desires