Idk why I'm feeling this way

I've been porn free for about a month now and it's great! I feel so much better and lighter and I'm starting to get really hard again, I mean hell im even considering quitting cannabis and living my best sober life and going on a self growth journey. Unfortunately over the past few days I've been craving watching porn so much and I have no idea why, i feel like shit about it because I feel so much better than I did before so why feel the need to crawl back. Yes I know I'm a teenager with hormones and shit and my undiagnosed adhd gave the addiction something to settle into, but idk why I feel the need to relapse so much right now. Imma keep fighting guys, keep yo head up and we got this!