is there something wrong with me

hello so i’m back with another unpopular question i can’t ask anyone i know in real life so here i am. disclaimer that this genuinely might sound weird or gets easily misunderstood which i really don’t intend to, so listen with an open mind.

I have two dark skins brothers and me and my sisters are all light skin so i come to think that my problem with viewing dark/brown skin men in a romantic or sexual way VERY uncomfortable. i’ve always felt like this but couldn’t express it and it didn’t help when i saw ppl coming for others who shared similar thoughts and attacked them for not preferring black men/women over others.

but i personally just can’t shake of the feeling of being reminded about my own brothers whenever i see any black men who aren’t light skin. it’s not that i look down upon them because why on earth would i? its simply the attraction part.

so i just wanna know what the hell is wrong with me and if this something i should work on and if there’s anyone else who share similar thoughts?