to the one with that southern accent

to the one I was talking to I was really enjoying our banter or text chats. You gave me hope for human connection outside of my small circle. You’ve made me laugh and feel just a little less lonely, talking to somebody who understands what i’m going through and what i’ve been through, not just my first hand , but through their own experiences it’s nice… . I don’t know if you understand completely , but because of what I’ve been through i sometimes don’t even know what reality. especially when there’s somebody who was and may still be manipulating many aspects of my life. even to the point of trying to rewrite my history before this person . it’s so hard to pull yourself from the trenches of what ive done to myself compiled on the evils someone else has done to me.. and I never wanted to to make you my therapist budget think that you can help me connect some of the dots in my broken brain. and I realized that maybe that is wrong for me to put that on you, especially if either one of us had any romantic feelings for the other those kind of things need to be dealt with with a therapist and I so I am able to bring my best whether it could’ve been something warm or not I only wanted your friendship. Maybe I blurred that line I’m really I don’t understand where a conversation all went wrong, but it makes me a little sad. I wish you would call.