I really want to text him

Help.

We broke up because of kids. I feel like my fears were taken as a definitive “no” to have kids. He believes I only say positive things about kids cause he’s about to leave. Now he’s left. It’s been 5 days since we last spoke.

I feel like we need another conversation now that we’ve had more time to think and be grounded.

I really want to text him.

What do I do? I feel like he’s ver much decided his life is better without me.