I just need to know I can get through this

Hi guys

I just want to feel like I’m understood

I’ve been okay for weeks finally feeling better finally doing better and now I’m in a low again and I’m so scared to go back and feel suicidal. I had to take a break from work and I just don’t feel like a normal functioning adult.

I don’t want to make my partner worried anymore because of how I’m feeling.

I just feel like I’ll never be able to live a normal life and I’m scared and anxious now all the time.