Ready to switch to wet nursing

Hi! I was wondering if anyone else is in this dilemma. My partner (F28) and I (F27) have been dry suckling for a year now. We are long distance so our schedules/times I get to nurse her varies. We’ve been wanting to induce me and I started to but it did make me sad that she wasn’t around to nurse/suckle during the process. However, on the other hand do want to start lactating so when we do see each other she can nurse. I live at home currently and this would be difficult to hide etc. Which is also why I’ve suck with suckling for now.

Had anyone else been through this before? Also I’m so glad I looked at this sub again I saw others talking about all the feels etc. My gf and I are fully addicted and feel so deeply bonded from nursing. She definitely uses it to help calm her etc obviously due to the oxytocin hormone. We definitely both feel that. I’ve really enjoyed our nursing journey. We did have one set back this summer when I got a clogged duct from her sucking way too hard. But I’m dying to take it to the next level.