background:  Disabled for 8 years now, and autoimmune disease/chronic illness and endocrine issues (no hormones, thyroid problems) since age 13-16. Even some nervous system problems since early childhood. Waxing and waning in motivation and feeling like giving up since 30th birthday, 3 years ago.

This is what I'm reading:

Suspected that the two harshest aspects: Sun square Saturn and moon square pluto would be the culprit.

Satun square sun = crushed ego (you need a health ego, its important) and reduced vitality.  
Moon square pluto Aquarius/Scorpio = emotional turbulence but also detachment.

And also the fact that these 4 badly aspected planets land in the 2nd house and 4th-5th house cusp.

So deprived or turbulence in childhood homelife (4th house), bad dynamics with both parents, deprivation in the area of finances (2nd house) and restricted in the romance/social life department (5th house) all at the same time.

So, sun in 2nd house with saturn in 4th house squaring sun - these two planets squaring eachother in probably the harshest aspect you can have and landing in the 2nd and 4th (cusp) house- this would not directly indicate deprivation in area of finance and the house (as in poverty). And cusping with 5th house would suggest restricting in social life, "potentially leading to delays or obstacles." Quote: **"Health:** Depending on the overall chart and other aspects, there may be an impact on neurological or stomach health. "

Also 10th house is Career, in cancer, But the ruler would be moon, so my moon is in 4th house, badly aspected by pluto while at the same time landing in the same house as Saturn. That distinctly would suggest bad relationship with father and mother. So that cant be good. Mars in 10th house but I dont know if that bolsters anything. The only aspects to mars are opposition (negative) with Uranus and Neptune. No positive aspects to Mars. Uranus and Neptune once again falling in the 4th. Overwhelming 4th house domination here.

Probably all means no kids, marriage or career. Possibly little or no social life or fulfilling/involved/longterm relationship.

# Whole life has felt like "Saturn Return" 

Do I know how to read indicators in a chart or am I off?"  
I feel like I am seeing to much of the negative, is there anything positive?

The chart of a "r/ForeverAlone" person. What do you see?