I've collected my friends nudes, sometimes without their knowledge.

I really don't know what I want to come of this confession. But it has been on my mind a lot lately.

Through Google searches of irl friends OFs, years of built up trust & relationships. It doesn't really matter how I get them, just for some reason I need/want to have them.

Not even really to share them with anyone. Just to look at sometimes when I miss that friend if we haven't spoken in awhile.

I feel so conflicted about this. I feel guilty for having some of them without their knowledge, but I can't ever seem to delete them.