The struggle is real but there’s hope

Hello, I started my recovery journey 22 days ago and I think it’s going quite well! The biggest things I am struggling with so far is the feeling of food being in me, and forcing myself to keep it in. I think the only other thing is the feeling that I’m getting fatter. However, other than that I am thriving!!! Out of the 22 days, I have only ( sadly) purged twice. But I think twice in the span of 22 days compared to every single day is a hugggeee improvement. I’m hoping that I can make my way through December without a single purge. If you are reading this, just know there are ways to stop the cycle and get better, you just have to dedicate yourself to it 😊