Moral dilemma

In psychology we tend to believe that listening and understanding your own thoughts is the best way to heal, get comfortable with what was instead, rediscover your inner peace by finding your inner solution. I love listening to my deprived patients, I am addicted to listening to their thoughts their stories their struggles. I can’t help but feel dirty after every appointment. I can’t help letting one go every time inbetween sessions. The real question is should I listen to my own thoughts and feelings, should I pursue my fantasies and exploit them. Insinuate that sexual communication is the key to embracing the root cause of their trauma. Fuck I am torn. Should I risk my profession to pursue them. P.S For context one patient is 19, other 18 and the last one 25. I won’t be discussing personal info other than that they all struggle with hypersexuality. And I know that I can get what I want if I so pursued it.