Where are you!!!

I'm not ok, but M if you was here I'd be great. I miss you and think about you too much lol. I don't quite understand why the absence and maybe right now I don't need to know. But what matters is now cause to be honest i don't think I want to know what that craziness was but either way it led me to you. I feel like your my blessing out of this tragedy. You are that something good to come out of this situation. I really really want to see you. I feel like I'm breaking my own heart here. I don't know what else to do but I feel like you're everywhere but yet I don't see or hear you. But just know I look for you every time I leave this lonely house. XOXOXO 😘