How to emotionally detach yourself when doing this?

I feel like I’m the only person who is genuinely affected by what other people think/say about me when I do this. Like I’ve been camming for almost a year and I’m still emotionally affected every single month by these guys and the comments they leave me on social media. I also compare myself like crazy all the time to other models because I never feel beautiful no matter what I do or wear it’s like I’m never enough. I’ve also been shamed by other models when I say things like this and constantly being told to be confident by models who literally look nothing like me and have way more going for them than me?????

Anyways this is affecting my income as well. Do I just turn my brain off when doing this? I have never felt confident or happy doing this at all but this is all I have going for me currently