I don't know anymore...

I am 18 and I was in my last year of high school and due to depression and stress and anxiety build up I stopped going to school and now I'm not going anymore.

I know I shouldn't have gave up but it just kept building up more and more to the point where I couldn't take it anymore and now I'm being called worthless lazy stupid by my aunt!!

I mean without school I don't have a lot of stress anymore and I actually feel calm for once.

I feel like nobody understands me and I feel like my aunt is right maybe all I am is worthless and lazy.

I know not graduating high school it's a bad thing but I just felt like I couldn't do it anymore and no matter what I did my grades would get lower and lower no matter what I tried to do.

I feel like such a worthless piece of trash and I feel like I should be better if I was thrown away.