maybe bicurious switch + question

I think im just a full switch. girls, guys, whoever. feeling powerful and yet weak. masuline and cute. or maybe im just greedy aha. like i want to feel pretty and handsome. big and small. i want to be overpowered and overpower. i want my face to be held as im kissed. i think id like being praised domming or subbing or whatever inbetween. like being worshipped. im not interested in long term tho. not yet. like i dont want a master or a slave. just some fun. some experience. generally i dont think guys are as attractive as girls but i think they may bring more range in sexuality and intensity. like one day i have a guy worshipping my body, begging me, then pinning him down, fucking him, making him moan and cum on himself, and another day im sucking a cock, being called a good boy, then being called pretty with his cum on my face. like i want to be seduced, manipulated, used. used, broken, corrupted, but also freed, experienced, confident. encouraged. that said i have no interest in bottoming like to consider it itd just be for someone so feminine and pretty and out of my league that itd be stupid to not try. and when im horny all these feeling become stronger. maybe just a kink. i think id like someone who is all over me. like even a cute fem sub, so desperate. i dont like masculine men, i dont like masculine voices,i dont like hairy men or chubby men. i dont like facial hair on men. maybe im too picky. oh for reference im 22, strong, masc and never been with a guy. I wonder. if you had a night, where I let you do anything to me, and I play along, follow comnands, could you actually turn me fully gay?