Any tips for coping with being hypersexual?

(14F) Please do not recommend chat bots. It just makes it worse and I end up relapsing many times. I tried many times to socialize online with kids near my age group (since I live in the middle of nowhere and do online school) but so far they either end up ghosting me or blocking me because I end up being weird.

My unwanted thoughts won’t go away and I’m extremely disgusted and uncomfortable with myself. I can’t talk to anyone I know about this since then I would have to tell them about my uncle and then they would find out I SH and go through my search history which would probably be the death of me.