The low is so much harder than I thought…

Been so hard, every time I think I’m over him I miss him again. Randomly been checking telegram, totally feels like an addiction. Everything around keeps reminding me of our times together. How long does it take to get over him, (no bad breakup) Hardest part is that I can’t even talk to anyone about it. Does it ever go away the missing him? It’s been a couple of months, but still so hard... Don’t regret it but feel upset at myself for letting feelings get through, but I guess I’m only human and that was bound to happen. 😔😔😔